Off to have my first babysitting job ever.
Eugh. I’ve got a major headache.
You make my heart ache.
I don’t want any part of you anymore.
I let you in and I tried to be there for you, and you told me I was important to you.
But it was all just a lie.
I’m not gonna let it happen again.
I don’t want to talk about you anymore.
I have no sympathy for someone that has no genuine regard for my feelings when they say they do.
Yeah, your life might suck now. But no matter what you say, it’s your fault. You dug that hole, and it’s up to you to climb out of it.
And to top today off, I just found out I didn’t get a voice acting role that the director literally told me I sounded exactly like what she imagined.
And I lost to someone who literally gets every role on that forum.
Today…today sucked. I’m not gonna lie.
Woke up feeling like shit due to allergies, skinned a frog in Bio and got squirted with frog juice, was yelled at in band by everyone, I barely ate dinner, I ripped my toenail in half, the Office finale was on (which was only emotionally bad), and then I saw those tweets…today was just not good.
But for once, it isn’t gonna keep me down.
I’ve seen the negativity from my dad that I grew up being exposed to in a different light. And it’s ridiculous. I don’t want to be like that anymore.
Tomorrow’s a new day. I’m going to a concert to see a local band I love, it’s Friday, we’re having a pizza party for our class for winning a fundraiser, I’m gonna take a test on Beyond the Chocolate War and pass it…tomorrow will be good.
I’m not going to let myself be knocked down without a quick rebound any longer.
And hopefully, soon…
I’ll stop letting myself get knocked down altogether.